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I Can't Move On

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TheWandererNears

Published: Sep 27, 2011

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God is counting down!
So stand up and scream~!

The pain
The hate
The shame
That you gave me!

I return to where it began!
The scene of the crime!
It was all part of your plan!
Where you took what was mine!

I still remember
That day that you told me
I won't get better
There is no more hope for me

I've been holding these memories
I can feel me folding
Kept within these boundaries
I'll be dead and gone

Time to move on!
But you still remain~!

This rain
This date
This blame
Will never fade!

You're forever within me!
You left me so angry!
Hurt me to such a degree!
I wish I could just be free!

I still remember
That day that you told me
I won't get better
There is no more hope for me

I've been holding these memories
I can feel me folding
Kept within these boundaries
I'll be dead and gone

I'll be dead and gone~!
I can't make me strong!
I'll be dead and gone~!
I just can't move on!

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HonourKnight

Sep 29, 2011

ah, what the heck. fav'd

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