Missing You Part 2

It's killing me inside
Lost all my pride
I know I've thought of suicide
And maybe those thoughts were right

And now I'm losing my mind
How could I have been so blind?
When you needed me I can't believe I didn't try
I was gone and so clueless and I let you die

The end of your perfect book
Was all that they knew

When you left us behind
All I did was cry
Oh, I felt so deprived
There goes my only guide

There's just so much
That I want to say
That I miss your touch
But you've gone away

No one else even knew
What we both knew was true
When the chance came all I did was withdrew
I thought you had time left, that it'd take a few

I was wrong
It was me all along
I was gone and I didn't come back till dawn
And when I returned I heard that you were gone

I was just so torn
I hesitated to mourn

When you left us behind
All I did was cry
Oh, I felt so deprived
There goes my only guide

There's just so much
That I want to say
That I miss your touch
But you've gone away

I should've been there!
Now nothing will repair!
Nothing will compare!
Nothing will make it fair!
Not even a prayer!
I really did care!
It's just too much to bare!
.. I'm sorry I wasn't there

You are always on my mind
You will always be my light
Keeping it all inside, I just need to unwind
Feel like I'm outside, holding on too tight

But you have gone now
And now you've gone away
So now I reap all the grief and anguish I have sowed
What a horrible act of selfishness I have displayed

When you left us behind
All I did was cry
Oh, I felt so deprived
There goes my only guide

There's just so much
That I want to say
That I miss your touch
But you've gone away

You've gone away..